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Unwritten 15

Kenapa diantara kau dan aku, hanya aku yang tak mampu untuk membuatmu merasakan perih dan penderitaan yang tiada tara ini? Kenapa untukku, sulit sekali melakukan hal yang lumrah untuk kau lakukan padaku? Setiap kepingan hati yang patah dibuatmu, tak pernah sedikitpun kau beranikan diri untuk sekedar katakan kata maaf… atau jika memang sesulit itu untuk dilakukan, sedikit menyadari saja bahwa aku sedang terpincang-pincang, sambil ku pegang hati yang telah kau cabik dan kau buang ini? Aku seterluka itu. Mampukah kau melihatku sehancur ini? Puaskah rasa yang kau dapatkan? Atau rasa sesal yang bergumul di dadamu saat ini? Atau kau sebenarnya memang manusia dengan nirempati yang tinggi— tak ada perasaan sesak ataupun gelisah yang kau rasakan? Jika memang itu adanya, ya aku bisa apa? Tetap memaklumi dan menerima, karena pada akhirnya… semua adalah keputusanku untuk tetap bertahan walau derita yang didapatkan, bukan?
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Unwritten 14

I hope one day  you’ll find me in a grocery store   but my perfume will stay the same our eyes will lock, you’ll realize what you were looking at while i stand beside an aisle of fruit your heart sinks to the ground and i'll lose my voice all over again we will laugh about how long it's been and you will apologize for your immaturities i'll wish you well and before you're on your way i'll remind you to not feel guilty because after all we were only 25
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Unwritten 13

  But im just a kid You’re much older and wiser than me You might assume me don’t know nothing about I used to standing in the back door when my parents scream at each other When they’re opened up the door, I asked them ‘what’s happen?’ But they just glared their eyes, with the anger eyes They said nothing. My dad took my brother that’s sleeping My mom wakes my little sister and carry her  And they just left me, alone, in the mad house I knew im not anyone’s favorite Maybe they were mad at me because im asking Or maybe just because I was a kid Who didn’t know anything  Just like you 
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Unwritten 12

  Maybe im just not better than any of this Maybe leaving you after all is the easiest way to keep you in this silence I dont know how to be better or recovery after this You and our little dance in the parking lot ‘Hold me..’ you said But I choose to run away Left you standing there ‘This is too much for me..’ i said You’re the foolish one, and im the coward one
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Unwritten 11

  Kau kehilangan satu orang yang berarti di hidupmu Namun 1000 orangpun tak akan mampu menggantikannya, Karena rasa dan asa yang kau punya, tak bisa kau temukan di manapun dan di siapapun yang kau temui Kau hanya berjalan, berhenti dan melanjutkan perjalananmu tanpa kau tau, apa makna di dalam jiwa.. karena sungguh demi semesta.. Dia satu yang tidak tergantikan
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Unwritten 10

  People said I was quiet just because I dont like talking to the people But someone said I was babbling too much, I just can’t shut up my mouth telling everything that keeps my head up And there’s people said I was kind enough but I was evil enough for some people too, Im wondering now, who I am to myself?
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Unwritten 9

  I like to read and then thinking and write down what I feel   While I was reading sometimes I fall in love with the every word that’s been written, Every story that has souls in every word, I keep reading and crying ‘ day by day, literally day by day, I’m dying a little more inside…’
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